Thanks to each of you who gave your responses regarding my last story. Some comments acknowledged the fallout from ‘accommodations’ women experienced during their corporate careers. Some wondered if our years of relationship based on kindness and listening, on my part, was insincere. Some completely understood the challenge of feeling anger but not knowing exactly how to channel it into productive communication. As you saw in the “DUST” story, I didn’t have a clue either!
So, it feels important to write a brief follow up story.

The writing of “DUST” was necessary to honor the last eight months of my journey. I have been called to embrace all the emotions I experience, especially the ‘unpleasant’ ones.
(I don’t recommend this arduous trip for the faint of heart.)

When I used the word ‘newborn’ that is exactly where I am perched right now. My life is about to change. I am freer from limitations than ever before. I can begin to imagine a new dream for myself – a new future. Without all the old limiting ‘stories’ (‘you’re too old, not good enough not smart enough’,) holding me back – my possibilities are endless.

So, my conclusion is that all the turmoil has all been worth it!
We are entering deep winter.
So, I have time to percolate my dreams as I await the light of spring.

With love, Elizabeth